I don’t like opening my heart
I don’t like sharing my feelings
I don’t like letting someone in
I don’t like wondering about well being
Yet that happens
I know you are busy
But I miss you
I know you are doing stuff
But I miss you
I know you have lots happening
But I miss you
I know you have others to think of
But I miss you
That is why
I don’t like feeling the emotions
I don’t like waiting for you
I don’t like giving you space
I don’t like pinging you again
Then friendship happens
I know you have people to meet
But I miss you
I know you have others to speak to
But I miss you
I know you have lots on your plate
But I miss you
I know you have pages to write
But I still miss you…
—these words are dedicated to James J Cudney the fourth, my first friend on WordPress
89 Responses
Beautiful! 🙂
Did you get the brief hint 😉😉😂😂
Times Ten!
Hahaha 😂😂😂
AND HE IS BACK
I try
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That’s so lovely. And the emotions flow eloquently.
Amitav, a comment from you is the highest compliments… These are 4am thoughts
That’s the beauty of early morning thoughts…
That’s the beauty of no sleep 😉😉😂😂
Creativity, emotions, and their truthful expressions thrive on no sleep… 😀
Amitav… I want sleep more than all those things… Sachi
Don’t you think sleep is boring? 🙂 You get more time to think or dream
Naahhhhh I need to sleep… It has been 4 days now
Oh my… then you definitely need some sleep… On a serious note, all ok?
Seriously, no idea babes…. The brain just fucking doesn’t stop… I need it to reboot so that my heart can stop pounding. Hopefully tonight
4 days no sleep??!
Yes… It has been a problem… Some problems creating more problems sighhhh
Man 😓 I hope you get them resolved soon! Fighting!
good one…..
Thank you 😊
Tender sweet 😉
Thank you… Sometimes I am tender and sweet 😉😉😂😂
Beautiful, Shalini!
Thank you so much. Something at 4am when sleep is far and thoughts are near
Wow what a emotional piece of work Shalini! 😀
I can feel it hehe 😛
That’s sweet, dedicating this writing to your first friend on wordpress 🙂
Thank you so much… I dedicate once a year…. Hopefully my friend sees it… 😉😉😂😂
My pleasure! I am sure they will! 😀 Since you linked their blog, I am sure it will be shown in their feed 🙂 Hope your friendship with them lasts long! 😀
I hope so too… He has lots and lots of friends… 😂😂I am just one of many
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Thank you
Ahhh. Beautiful. He sounds like a special friend and I hope he sees it. You really are very talented. 🙂
Hey Leslie, these are 4am thoughts when sleep is far away… Hahaha he is just busy busy writing 😉😉
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He is MIA he needed to be pinged
He is very MIA. Lol. I guess we’ll be reading something juicy soon.
Yesss definitely…. Or we will take him to the ruins of Mexico to the 🐻🐻 he still doesn’t know bear
thoughts flow and your expression is seen and heard… enjoyed
Thank you so much… Sometimes I can write 😊
I love what you wrote! But I feel for you about no sleep. I know that feeling. I hope you get some sleep soon ❤️
Yes I need to sleep crash down for the weekend… The stresses are creating havoc. Thank you for understanding 💕
Love this Shalini!😍
Thank you so much Kim… 4am thoughts
Lovely!
Thank you 💖
Beautifully expressed!!
Thank you so much Shaloo
Beautiful poem Shalini and Lucky James
Thank you Kurian… I will surely tell him that..
Haha, sure 😊
Nice
Thank you
Lovely 🙂
Thank you.. Sometimes 🤷🏻
Haha you’re welcome 🙂
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This is quite beautiful Shalini x
Thank you Jo, I can write sometimes when too many emotions hit me
Sent you mail kindly check
And Jo I have commented on your trip. My comments are in spam somewhere kindly check. Also that was a lovely henna design on your hand, that was beautiful, the second one. The first with the black one was full of chemicals, I saw that it gave you a reaction. It happened to me too
I need to get onto my laptop to check my spam folders. Job for tomorrow! Thank you, it really was a work of art, so intricate!
Spam folder is on phone too. Just go to the part where you write a new post. There is a category comment along with site statistics and pages and post. Click on comments you will get the spam folder. Bam and you are done
Rescue our comments please
Rescued!
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So sweet!
Thank you 😊
Lovely thoughts Shalini, generally I get this kind of thoughts in the shower! 😀
Thank you Raj, he is my best friend, so I don’t get thoughts about him in the shower 😉
my comments on your post are in spam, kindly check
Ha ha, I did not mean in bad way. Generally I get all my thoughts when I am in shower 😂 I don’t know why? My deep thinking gets awakened there. It’s a honest confession! 🤦♂️ Don’t get offended 😁, yes definitely I will check the spams, I was kind of away from blogs, there must be many unnoticed messages for sure! 🙏
Well it must be the water cleaning away your thoughts😉😉😂😂
No wonder my water bills are too high! 😀
Hahaha 😂😂
A really wonderful poem, Shalini! This is really from you heart. Thank you also for sharing with us. Michael
Thank you so much Michael.. I think and feel too much sometimes 😄
I can feel the emotions!
Yayyy thank you… Sometimes I am emotional
Very touching and sweet, Shalini. 😊
Thank you, sometimes I am sweet 😉😉😂😂😄😄
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I was worried you were talking about me! I NEVER want space from you!! You can ping me anytime! 😂😂😂😍💖
Same here… The day feels incomplete if you are not around😘😍♥️💜
Your Poignant words, eloquently woven, clothe my heart. How I miss my beloved!
Thank you so much. Some days I can put my feelings to words.
I miss the person I loved. But I am still unable to put those feelings to words. It is like my grief is frozen in my heart. Maybe one day my heart would thaw.
Thank you ❤️
Writing the words is part of the healing, I feel. Keep writing, you have a gift.
Thank you… I am discovering ME
Beautiful lines! And the last couplet especially! I haven’t been very active on the platform for the last month and looks like I have a lot of catching up to do with your blog 🙂
I know posts like these aren’t that routine on your blog, but I wish you’d write such more often! Cheers
Thank you so much. I write when my heart tells me to📝😊😊 thank you for liking it